Back home, back to reality, back to problems

Can you believe it that when I went flying the other day, my flight was delayed and when the time for me to fly back, it was push forward? It's like an invisible hand, go quickly to whatever you are going to face sooner than before. For once, I was dragging my feet to the airport. I didn't get much sleep the other night coz i was worried that I would miss my flight. I don't want to buy a new ticket. Anyway, if not for the fact I have to apply for a visa, I would not have come back so early. It wasnt a fun trip nor a good tip nor a peaceful trip..