The last week of March

This has been a hectic week. However, it is nothing compared to last week which was full of meetings and running here and there.


I would say, I have experienced a mixed feelings both in work and personal cycle. A closure was brought to a family I have known at the beginning of the week with the father of the family being laid to rest. At work, it was not all smooth running. Actually, I do faced a a lot of problems at work. I was advised way back that I would faced a lot of mountainous problems if I chose to work here. Yup.. I didn't listen and here I am. It was kind of sad to be told that I am overly concerned about my work by my boss. Oooiii.. having been in the situation twice before, I know what I am doing. That's the price to pay for being a nice person (employee) ...YUCKS... It sucks.


As for my personal life, it has been fun talking and going out with 2 old friends.. It really helps to ease the tension...

Death

Around 630pm this evening went out for a dinner. Where? Out of impulse = Seoul Garden. Hahaha... Spent about RM 125 for a dinner for two. That was the first time. Came back and whoala... cars blocking the road leading to my house. Reason, my neighbour just passed away. It didn't surprise me at because I haven't seen him for quite some time. Normally, around the CNY, I would see him a lot but he seemed to dissapear this year

At the time of this writing, he must be putting on the last clothes he will wear and be laid down in the coffin. Down the road, there was loud disco music playing. It made me realise that at every minute there would be someone dying and the others would be going on with their business.

Death is very personal. When a person dies, he leaves behind a body and a whole bunch of people either grieving or be happy to see him go. At least he is remembered of. However there are some other who is not so lucky to have no one to send him off. I wonder when I died, would there be many people who will send me off?

Come to think of it, my parents are nearly 70 years of age. There wouldn't be much time left to company them. I better try to spend more time with them. Some of us maybe at the end of the journey and not knowing it. I maybe one of time. Yup.. it's time for me to do more good deeds and spend more time with family and friends.

Time

A lot of things has happened since my last post. I wanted to write down all the things that had happened to me but it seemed that I don't possess the necessary time to do so.

Since my last post, I had a few gatherings with a few old friends. It's funny that I used to talk a lot about my old friends that I never mention about my new friends... yes ... my new friends which up to now... yes... none. Why?? I don't know why.. Acquaintance - yes but friends - NOPE.
It's fun to hang out with old friends which u have not met in ages... yes.. ages. U don't know what they have done, where they have been, have they changed since the last time u saw them. It's like rediscovering the friends which you have lost. Some you will enjoy knowing, some you will ...err.... have to behave ... hahaha.....Others.. well.. if they use me as a stepping mat, then it's SAYONARA to them.

The last few days, I had the opportunities to witness the sunrise and sunset all in a day. I was quite lucky to witness this. They bring back a lot of memories of past years. I do miss the opportunities to travel elsewhere. The last trip I took was a business trip to Penang, which was extremely short. I wanted to go back to my beloved Langkawi... hopefully it is still peaceful and serene. I really miss the spot where I would spent time to watch the sunset and a hidden spot somewhere deep in Langkawi to the padi field.

I had underwent a lot of tensions lately but thankfully still able to manage... hehehe with slight bursting here and there.... Mostly work related.

Wonder what will happen tomorrow???